It's the simple Shasha

happy new year!!!

2010-01-01T14:40:00.005+08:00

let me tell what is happening lately.

went back home at 5am two days in a row from work. started work at 2.30pm. means that, i got sooo less time to sleep cuz i need to spend time with family again. getting fatter and slimmer each day. means neutral la. haha. and, a guy confessed to me. we worked at the same place. that fella, i think, is just using me up. instinct told me that. he is good, kind, romantic, and so on, but too fake for me. he said he's sick and all that, but me and my friend gotta feeling that he is just using that to take my attention. maybe not, but only god knows. as for me, fake guy is not my type. i like true ones, that will be honest and true, and as far as i'm concern, ALL THE GOOD ONES ARE TAKEN. sigh. don't worry, if there is none, my family is still here to be with me. and not to forget, my friends is also always with me.

ohya, as i go thru my blog, i haven't shown you people my new best friend. later la i take their pics and post it here. just wait. they are all so good there and i'm so lucky that i am accepted there. AND THREE MORE DAYS IS MY PAY DAY HOORAYYY!!! the same day where school kids have to start schooling. haha pity them. stress thinking about school and stuffs. first time i did not stress about school at new year. hahahahaha. btw, my eve new year is very exciting. very very exciting.

and before i go, i just wana say,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010. LOVE YOU GUYS. XOXO!

just for you people to know..

2009-12-21T19:20:00.002+08:00

i am very happy with life now. so, do not worry about me, okay? i miss my old friends and i love my new friends. keep in touch people. if i dont contact you people, doesn't means i forgot you people. just a bit busy lately. christmas is coming again. lagi la busy. so, spend your holidays wisely. life is not that bad actually. =)

i am happy.

2009-12-14T17:37:00.006+08:00

i am happy. wanna know why?

hehe..

it's because....

i got a job. yes, i got a job already. wanna know where? at upperstar, damai. night shift. starting tomorrow.

so do come and visit me one day. can't wait to meet new friends. and i cant believe that my dad actually allow us to work without scolding us. miracles.

still, i wont forget my promises to you guys. im so nervous now. memang lah, first time kerja bha nie. im working with my brother and diniy. the TRIO. lolz. bha, dont forget to visit ahh.

okay, gotta go. wish me luck. =)

basketball for life

2009-12-10T18:28:00.007+08:00

i love playing basketball. i dont know why, every time i play, i can release my tension and stress and sadness and lemaks. haha. but, im still short and im still wondering why. haiz.

btw, i've planned my future. when i got kids later on, tidak kira la own kids ka adopted kids ka, i wan them to be a great basketball player. not only my son, but my daughter too. i wan them to be a good basketball player like their mama. yes, i wanna train them at a very young age so that they can play very good when they are older. i will also find them a basketball player papa. haha. soo silly oh. this is my dream la. if i die early (who knows), then it will never happen. when they first born, i will teach them how to hold the ball. babies usually sleep with teddys, but my children, they will sleep hugging the ball. haha.

wateva it is, i really love basketball. it is everything for me. i played it since i was at primary 5. everyday i will watched my brother play since primary 3 terus primary 5 baru i got the guts to play. of course la, the court is full of boys. malu la bha. im the one and only girl there. until now pun, im still the only girl and im proud of it. boys dont dare snatch ball from me haha. and, i will give the love that i never had from my family to my children. i wanna be a superb mama. i wan them to be proud to have a strong mama. =) mandi time.

A new day..

2009-12-09T12:49:00.008+08:00

hai everyone~

how's everything? erm, i mean, how's my blog? i got a new background already. yea, i know it's ugly. the only thing i like is that the small pic there on your right can change every time you refresh the page. haha.

i really dont know what to do today. it feels awkward not studying and resting the whole day. really lain lah. after this, i have to clean the room and pack all those books. im giving it away to a friend. i got no adik bha, cant give to my adik. and i got my own plans for the holidays. not an interesting plan actually. will tell u guys later. now, im planning to read. yes, read. not school books, but novels. i love reading novels. and, hehe, sorry amie, your 500 pages novel is still with me. havent read it yet. will read it after this. i will return it to you later okay? if we meet. hehe.

yesterday was my last day of high school life. it is really sad actually. our last paper, chemistry paper three, was supposed to finish at 3.30pm but me and chuchu finished early and we went out at 3.00pm.while waiting, she told me this " kalau dulu, kita jumpa kawan dan boleh cakap2 dgn dorang hari2, lepas nie kalo maw jumpa sekejap pun, maw cakap sikit pun, maw keluar duit suda oh, maw pigi yam cha dan ckp. pun maw keluar duit setiap kali jumpa oh haih."

she got a point there. its true actually. i dont know if i can go online everyday now, it depends on the conditions. my number is still the same, can text me anytime if you people feel lonely, okay? oh ya, kim is goin to her church's camp till 16th december and will go to that PLKN on 3rd januari. got soooo little time to spend with her. sobs. soo sad. fatehah pula, she's goin back to penang on the 12th december. nazrin is goin to china. joanne is goin back to tuaran tonight. aduiii, all the love ones is leaving me.

btw, to you people who got blogs, update bhaaa. i wanna know your updates. dont leave your blog berkulat, mcm brandon. =.=

bha, okay, its like im talking alone this. haha. i wanna read and read after this. then watch korea movie the whole day. tomorrow watch japanese movie the whole day. lusa, jalan the whole day. then sleeep the whole day. then, exercise the whole day. haha. now i can play basketball every evening, yeepieee. lama tidak main oh. reli missin it. huhu. bha, im talkin alone again. see ya =)

2009-12-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

read this...

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fun kan? hehe..

2009-11-27T07:14:00.002+08:00

i've decided not to tell. i knw i already promised to tell, but just let me keep it as my own secret. =D

i got no money, i need money! uwaa..

2009-11-26T11:41:00.005+08:00

pfft.

yooo people. hello. haha. huhu. hehe. hoho. hihi.

just a reminder, we got 3 more subjects to go. so means that, after this three subjects, MAYBE some of us cant see each other nemore. cuz not all of you can go out. and some of you will go for holidays or balik kampung. and sadly, MY kim is goin to plkn. selangor lagi this. if sabah, i can visit her every month. haih. sad. its okay, just three months bha that. mybe. anyway, brandon said he wants to go to pkln cuz can find girl friend there. gete kan? ya, i know. you can oni find pilaks there. =.=

im hating facebook now. it is getting slower and slower. the fb chat pun, haih, bgs nda pyh la. merana oh chat there. bgs lagi dis blogger shoutmix. haha. and ya i know, my blog's layout is already old. will change it later, after spm! after spm, haih, got so many stuffs to do. sad cuz cant hang out with u guys. will spare some time for you people, ok? three more subjects means three more days i'll be going to school. after this, i dont know when i will step the school again. okay, enough thinking about those stuff. it will only make us sad.

and to razdan, if u're reading this, im not mad at you, ok? cherish every single moment. =)

to teacher rainul, teacher do facebook bha. so we can owez keep in touch. huhu.

feel like singing now. haha. bha, bio is hard, i must score bio. my dad wants me to become a damn doctor. i hate doctors. but what to do. but, if i fail, i dont need to become a doctor, rite? hehehe. and also chemist. HEHE!

i miss my sister. cant visit her. =(

bha, study time. or else, byk lagi dis i merepek.

brandon, dont worry, i wont forget to give you a BIG LOVE HUG! =D

2009-11-23T13:07:00.002+08:00

UNTITLED POST.

i feel like writing. but nothing to write. well, maths paper is just okay. first time in history, i managed to finish on time. haha. and i also tried the sphere questions actually, very confusing. but ah, don't care nemore.

this month is the hardest month for me. with all the exams and shits happening around. but the one thing that made me happy always, are my dear friends. yes, they can cheer people up when u're down. they can make u laugh when u are about to cry. they can read ur eyes without asking you whats wrong. i am lucky cuz i got great friends around me. kim, she always don't wanna burden me by asking me to help her, but actually, helping her makes me feel good. aiman, he will always be there for me but i never be there for him. see how great my friends are. joanne and nicole, they'll hide stuffs from me and surprise me just to make me happy. yes, they are great.

spm is about to finish. believe it or not, i'm praying so that it wont finish. will update later. chowz.

2009-11-20T15:39:00.008+08:00

20.11.2009~

HEY PEOPLE!!

my blog is public back. hehe. a present for everyone. lol. i'll update laterrrr after spm. just feel like blogging now. thx for all the betday wishes. love u guys. but overall, betday dis year sux badly. gud luck for spm peeps. may god bless u all. =)

p/s : i will hug the first people who visits my blog and find that it is public already. haha!!

2009-09-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY RAYA YA'LL...
just eat, dont worry about your weight. haha!

2009-09-17T21:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY PEEPS...

Today, is the last day of school. School was no fun at all today. But the prefects did a great job. No students actually throw any mercun today. As far as i know la. School is no fun because i got no daya pengerak today. lol. Kim said i was sad because of that. No la, i am sad because i dont get to see my friends for a week. sobs..

We are really tired today. I remember tolding kim today that i will marah any "pelajar bermasalah" because this might be the last day im on duty. And scolding every student yang bermasalah will make you feel as if you're teacher surilla number 2. =.=

ehem. There is a sad part and a best part today. I'll begin with the sad part. The sad part is, i dont get to hug Kim just now. No, not "dont get" but "forget". Nic and Jo went home early so we hugged each other. Me and Kim went home late and i stupidly thought tomorrow is still a school day. Damn la. Sorry kim, i'll miss u sooo much.

Well, the best part is, im talking back to two persons today. Yes kim, the other person is "you-know-who-yg-brave-enough-to-do-stupid-stuff". lol. Kesian bha that person if i marah lama-lama. You know la how that person will act if i dont talk to him..

I hate long holidays actually. Because i got nothing to do. And this holiday, i got no plans at all. So, you people can ask me out anytime, just text me. Since i also got no income, so i cant go watch movies alone everyday. Huhu. Study? err.. i'll think about it. Not in the mood to study now. ^^

First in my mind is, i'll make kuih raya banyak-banyak. Now i got helps from mom and sis, i will bake evryday until im lazy. Haha. Bake and bake.. weee~

My tuition is closed for the whole week. Gosh, cant meet Fatehah. How sad i cant bully her. Siok this bully her.. haha. Jahat oh kan. Ohya, before i forget AGAIN, razdan, u still owe me yoyo!!!! Bagus you langsai your hutang faster.. hehe.

I got my addmaths result. It suck. Huhu.. biar la, because i dont study bha at all.

WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES.....

SS-ing in my room lol..

I wanna sleep late. I wanna appreciate the night. I wanna stare at the moon and stars.. Hoping there is a meteor shower. ^^

If need my help, dont feel shy to ask. I'll help whenever i can. peace.

2009-09-16T20:06:00.004+08:00

54321..

i watched final destination today with my sis and steve...gosh, its too tragic and scary. haha. mcm biasa, i'll shout when the whole cinema is quiet. lol..

its a tiring day.. eat alot. getting fatter. stress with spm. need a savior.

looking forward for this movie...tapi salah timing bha dia kluar..masa spm, huhu.

but i still will watch it..hehe.

i dowana know my add maths result. memang teruk this and im ready if teacher wana scold me..huhu!!!

2009-09-15T20:14:00.004+08:00

fuhhhh.....

at last....habis pun dis freakin percubaan spm stuff..

im sooo tireddd..and sleepyyy...

i slept only for 1 hour last nite. gosh..

i deadly need to talk to someone..

huhu..

i wan my own car...

i wanna drive...

i wanna get out frm dis city..

and live in the middle of the ocean..

with my hero..

my.............

hero.........

someone close is now a stranger. how sad if a friend end up to become a stranger..

if a friend let u down, u just can accept.....and accept.....and accepttttt......

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..........................................................................................................

2009-09-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

just kill me if that will make you happy.
i hate anyone that hurts my brother!

2009-09-13T16:04:00.005+08:00

A Night To Remember....

veron just came back from KL on Friday..i was sooo freakin happy!! haha..lama nda jmpa bha..so, last night we went out to clelebrate my mom's birthday which is actually at the 8th of september..before that, im posting this specially for aiman because i've promised to him..hehe! soo, this is wat happen last nite..

the guy dat i love the MOST!! =) no one can replace him in my heart..

we went here..a very nice place to eat beside the sea..its a steamboat buffet restaurant

i love this restaurant..my uncle run this place..

ehehe..FOOOOODDD!!!!!

me with dad..i dont get to take pics with dad very often..

happy..=)

mom..im much more taller haha!!

ehemmm...representing the very stupid sis in the world..

veron..haha!!

woohoo..the cool guy..hehe!!!

and lastly, us, the heroes..LOL!

after that we requested to go to shangri la hotel for a walk..here's some pics..

the gurlssss...

orang putus cinta haha!!

seee..obviously nda sma kan..TOLDYA!

and at the end, we went to tanjung aru beach..

veron said lama od tdk nmpk beach..

haha..ya then eat and eat again and im fat already but i dont mind..

life is short bebeh..

on my way home, i texted aiman to tell him how happy i am..

cuz my family dont spend time together always..

thats why im very happy..

you people are lucky because you can owez joke around with your family..

but my situation, its different..

okay, and lastly................

the silly me...

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i've deleted someone from my heart..veron said thats the best way and i should do that..so yeah, im not gonna be stupid again by being so kind when that person is being so mean..everyday is our new chapter of life..why must regret the past? wateva it is, im not gonna cry for that person again and not gonna find him/her anymore..enough of my stupidity..some people just dont know how to FORGIVE AND FORGET..and, our ego will crush us one day, trust me...

- add maths is comin.haha! lets party..

2009-09-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

PRAY FOR ME...

-away.

2009-08-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

he's like my dad. i will owez remember him. without him, i will not be wat i am now..

the person dat will owez care abt me..no matter how much i hurt him, he'll still be thr for me..

my life. sepatutnya got joanne lagi. but she went home early. they three are my everything..i love them.

also my life. he helped me so much throughout the year. although he is not a prefect, but he helped us a lot. yes, a lot. i love him.

shit, the excel is coming. oh no!

2009-08-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

sad?

so, the majlis perlantikan is over..i am no more the ketua pelajar..my job now is to guide the new ketua pelajar..
i will miss my prefects..
i will miss tchr rainul..
i will miss aiman, nazrin and kim..
and most of all, i will miss my tugas..
gosh.
sad~
its all over now.

i miss veron. and backbone.
juz let it be.

2009-08-16T13:02:00.003+08:00

A Night To Remember...

Last night was our prefects dinner. It was a stressing day yesterday but i guess everything went well after that. Thanks to kim and nazrin actually. And also the emcee. Although i paling byk marah them, they never complain.

Okay, about our form 5 persembahan. We sang stand by me and more than words. The guitarist is Nicole and me. LoL. Dont be surprised. I suck in guitar. So, on Friday, Nicole and Joanne slept at my house. I got tuition till 9pm so they came after my tuition. We practiced from 10.00 pm till 2.00 am..haha! Kesian this my parents cant sleep that night. With three guitars playing all night. So, after that, they went to bed and i continue my work till 6.30 am. At 8.00am, Nazrin's sms woke me up. Then, after this and that, we arrived at Hyatt at 3.00pm. Something happened actually when we arrive, but i wont tell what that is. Only me, nic and joanne knows. Haha.

Before our persembahan, me and nicole went behind the ballroom to have our last practice. And at that time, the form 1 and 2 prefects were doing their show. I was informed that they had a play about aiman, me, kim and nazrin. Shit i missed that show. Really wish i can watch the videos later, if got la..

Masa our show, i was really nervous. Not only me, but also Nic. When i was about to start, i saw Teacher Rainul looking at me. Lagi la takut macam mau lari keluar that ballroom. lolz.
And i think i play really bad. And for that, i dont wish to play my guitar for few days because i dont want to remember how awful i played that night. T.T

But the sad part is, i dont the chance to say goodbye to tracey and jamilah. I dont spend much time with them due to the sudden problems. And i feel so bad, Especially Jamilah. I dont even get the chance to take pic with her. Huhu. Sorry Mila. I dont know when i can ever see you again. So sad la.. I promise i when i see you again, i will take millions pic with you. haha.

After dinner, we went to 1 Borneo, for the installation night. It suck. So we decided to get out from there. No else where to go, adam brought us to Coffee Bean at Damai. There, Adam so emo cuz he said, next year all of us will berpisah. Relax Adam, you'll meet new friends, and you will eventually forget us.

Here, i want to say thanks and sorry to:

Teacher Rainul - Thanks for all teacher's suppport and time and energy. Sorry about last night. I cant help myself. I promise to be stronger next time. And thaks for the short speech at the prefect's blog. It is very touching. Thanks again.
Kimberley - THANK FOR EVERYTHING. You know how much i appreciate you and how much i love you. Sorry for everthing too..
Aiman - Thanks for being such a wonderful friend. You are always there for me. Yet, i always made u mad. Sorry.. And i promise you, i will never forget that you are my best friend.

joanne, nicole and mine. If got kim's piano,
it will complete this pic. hehe.

picture taken at 2am. lol.

2009-08-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

AwAy FoR a MoMeNt~

2009-08-01T23:08:00.007+08:00

Attention..

i've removed some people from my blog reader's list..
from 18 people to 10 people now..
so if anyone asked, just say i've deleted my blog or anything..
kinda no mood to blog now..
no one is reading this blog anyway.
maybe i'll delete it one day..who knows..
btw, good luck for ya'll examination people..
i might be removing my readers again..
sorry if its you..
but for those who got my pswd, i wont chge it..
dont worry..
good day everyone.

i deadly wanna get out from my house..i hate it..i hate everything in my hse.

2009-08-01T12:31:00.003+08:00

Happy Friendship Day..

Selamat hari kawan peeps..
thx for all the wishes..
really appreciate it..^^
anyway, i got this msg and its really meaningful..

HOW FRIENDSHIP BREAK?

Both friends will think the other is busy, and will not contact, thinking it may be disturbing..
As time passes, both will think let the other contact..
After that, each will think why i should contact first?
Here your love will be converted to hate..
Finally, without contact, the memories become weak..
And they forget each other..
SO, keep in touch with your friends..

bha, keep in touch ppl..^^

2009-07-28T20:10:00.001+08:00

GOODBYE.
LET ME FLY.

2009-07-26T12:35:00.016+08:00

Something for my readers..

this is our bi commercial made by my gang..hehe!

i'll post they all brandon pnya later..sooo long bha this video wanna publish..later la dat..

i got new playlist..enjoy~

2009-07-25T13:29:00.004+08:00

up and down..

kimberley yapp kim yi..
this post is for u!
i will help u like how u helped me before..
so no thank you or sorry..
remember!
im doin this because i love u ^^

one more last month..
after this i will miss both of us walking around the school together..
i will miss the three of us always fight to rebut tmpt rondaan at recess time..
and both of us will miss to scold nazrin all the time haha!
aduiii...
nvr knew i will miss all this stuff..
i love my prefects..
especially the rajin one; steve, amirul, ashrawi, ruvina, frances, etc..
also tchr rainul, and our bilik pgws..
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................

sobs~

2009-07-23T23:12:00.004+08:00

its juz the matter of time.

i wanna get out frm sabah as soon as possible..
i hate everything here..
EVERYTHING!
i wish, really wish, i can stay with my sister at her house there..
dunno when all this will ever end..

why dont the tsunami just attack me..its soo simple.

i've lost my one and only backbone and i dunno wat else i will lose..

promise always stays as a promise rite? i guess dat is so TRUE!

word is just a word.

weeeee...

2009-07-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

new template...
like it? i hate it but i want it..haha!
ya, i knw its bidak..nvm la..im used to bidak stuff..
so, just accept it lol~
bha, i go die first..
byebye..

2009-07-04T20:25:00.010+08:00

Pics Of The Day..

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we watched drag me to hell today..the movie was scary, funny but bikin sakit hati..i hate the ending..
the man and the gurl shud be together..
im so tired..our outing was fun, but missing another human..yes, my life will never be complete without my souls ; KIM, JOJO and NIC!
we met Kim at 1b, but she's wit her family..cant bring her together with us..so, its juz the three of us..
i reli hope, one day, the FOUR of us can hang out together..

as for now, let me disappear..okay, byebye..

2009-06-23T19:43:00.005+08:00

copied frm amie..

How many text messages are currently in your inbox?

476..mls wanna delete..

What were you doing at 8 this morning?

talking with ckg musli..

Do you want someone dead?

yes..me ^^

Last year, can you remember who you liked?

dunwan 2 think abt it..

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
not one.

What are you listening to right now?

amie's blog music..

Do you want children?
oh yes..

Do you believe you can change someone?

depends..if the person is willing to change..

When is your birthday?

forget.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
hari guru..

What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
oh no..hari guru!

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

always..

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
before..but no more..

Do you always care what you look like?
nop..just appreciate lar..

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?

cant remember..

Who was your last text from?

kimberley yapp kim yi(my soul)..

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

lol ya..ask my friends..

Do you wish someone would call or text you?
...

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
yes..and i love it but no one wanna teman me..

Name something you are doing tonight?
hari guru. gosh..

Same person as the beginning of the year?

NO!

When was the last time something bothered you?

today..and i was so mad and sad..

Who was the last person you yelled at?
myself..

What did you have for breakfast?
biscuit..

Who are you going to marry?

no one..

What woke you up this morning?
my beloved plus cute and charming brother..

Last thing you touched, not computer-related?
my hair..

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes..!

Name something random that's to your left?

brown wood chair..

Name something random that's to your right?

speaker..

Would you ever wear pink shirt?

yes..why not?

Does anyone call you baby?

yupz..

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

no thank u..

Are you friends with someone who lies about the stupidest stuff?
u mean brandon? ya..

Would you ever become a vegetarian?
yes, and it's fun!

Are you cheating on someone right now?
razdan? no lar..

When is the last time you REALLY smiled?

when i saw this two monkeys pushing each other while waiting for me to throw the basketball's ball..i really enjoy watching it..

my bi essay suck..pls dun publish it teacher..huhu!!

2009-06-21T19:45:00.003+08:00

oh gosh.

i can feel the pressure od..
huhu..
smile smile...
i know im strong..
very amazing..
and i have fun last night..
hehe!
thx to you people..

happy father's day.

2009-06-18T22:20:00.006+08:00

back back...

haih..so long didnt post anything..so busy..with the prefects, hari guru stuff, studies, tuitions, etc.. u can hardly see me at class now..not escape, just handling some stuff..sorry peeps, cant spend precious time together..huhu! sudahlah last already this year..still got few months bha! relax shanu..

and after this i really gonna concentrate on my studies..after this hari guru project done..yea, must prepare. And i will free myself from any problems like family problem, friendship problem, relationship problem, school problem, etc..kalo ada problem, peduli jak..i dont care nemore.. my life is too short to think about problems whole day..gonna use each and every minute to appreciate life..

so, if you people hate me or talk bad about me or backstab me or wanna kill me, please do so..because i dont give a damn..especially razdan, just hate me cuz i curang with u(whish is not true)..and im a forgiving person..if God can forgive people, why we, humans, dont forgive people, right? we're not that great anyway..so brandon, yes, i forgive you..lol.

my computer is sick for few days but now it is fine..i can online already without reinstalling YM every time restart the pc..=.=

my results, its very very very bad..sorry teacher rainul..i cant make teacher proud this time..and for sure, my dad gonna eat me after he received my report card..huhu! i better run..suma turun this bha my marks..so stupid kan? yes, very stupid..the only subject that naik is moral, i think..lol. and i got sleeping problems..i cant sleep at night..i dont know why.

Haih..and the good news is, im using less money now for sms and calls..mcm no use already this my hp..boleh buang sudah..haha! and im getting fatter each day..no time to play basketball bha now..tuition tuition until cant play..very sad T.T i havent finish my moral kerja kursus, add maths, chemist module, chemist project..huhu!! oh any angel, please help me..

okay, i wanna do the hari guru stuff now.. just a reminder to everyone, im living my life to the fullest..so dont complain if i ignore you people or dont help you people or be cruel to you people..dont espect me to start the conversation everytime..im the one who always wanna defend my friends and friendship, and i think its your turn because i got no more energy to think about problems..conclusion is, im a free-problem-girl..no more emo emo..hehe!

and kim, i really cant live without you..please dont give up so easily or else you wont be seeing me alive nemore..

beware, im back~

2009-06-07T18:30:00.002+08:00

no title..

lol chu..dun worry..me no more emo ler..haha!! u la tue yg emo2 thr..hehe! and kimkim, i got no cdt now..will contact u later..dun miss me yah.. and prince complex, i hate u so much..^^ chow chow~

2009-06-04T15:26:00.002+08:00

razdan mintak puji!

People say you learn something new every day, so what did you learn today?
dont waste your money..

If you could get your own house with 1 friend, who would you pick?
my brother...no one else..

Which is worse, too-tight clothes or much too-loose clothes?
too-tight-clothes..

Which do you prefer: french toast, bagels, pancakes, waffles, or cereal?
cereal =D

Do you think you are more of a good or bad influence?
BADDDD!! trust me~

Yes or no: eyebrow piercings?
no!

Yes or no: thongs for men?
no..

What is something that you are willing to fight for?
my own happiness..

If you jump, can you touch the ceiling of the room you're in?
never..im not short, but not tall enough..

Do you know how to dance a waltz?
i wish i knew..

When I say The Beatles, what is the first song that comes to mind?
nothing..haha!

If you had to be a teacher, what subject would you be able to teach best?
mathematics..and moral lol(bangga tue bha)

Which do you think is worse: ear aches or tooth aches?
heart aches.. hehe~

How many different colours are you wearing right now? What are they?
blue only..all blue..

In your opinion, what is the very worst type of weather?
very damn hot sunny day..

Do you look anything like your best friend(s)?
err...NO!

You can only listen to 1 band for the rest of your life, who do you pick?
shasha and navin's band...lol..

Are there any movies coming out that you're looking forward to? Which ones?
NEW MOON, harry potter and the half blood prince..

Do you like big or small cars better?
average..

Yes or no: Hawaiian pizza?
yess..

Yes or no: Coffee Ice cream?
YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

Who is your all time favourite cartoon character?
mcm teda..kesian dis..

What store do you get the majority of your shoes from?
"kedai 2 ringgit"..^^

What place, in your mind, is heaven on earth? How about hell on earth?
heaven : my bedroom
hell : sitting in the car alone with my dad..=.=

Do you think there is anything scary about midnight?
oh yes...

Can you snap with both of your hands?
no..me noob bha..

In your opinion, what is the absolute worst house chore?
cleaning the toilet bowl..zzzz

How young do you think is too young to get married?
1 year old..

Who do you think is the dumbest superhero? And the coolest?
dumbest : brandon
coolest : EDWARD CULLEN!

Would you rather be a hair stylist or a clothes designer?
hair stylist~

If you could re-paint your bedroom, what color would you paint it?
warm blue..

Which smiley face do you like better: =] or :)
^_^

If you could go to any amusement park right now, which would you go to?
no idea..

What is something that always gets you mad?
arguments, when i got no money, and if my brother bikin panas..

Would you rather be 3 inches taller or shorter than you are now?
taller lar..

If you could have any wild animal as a pet, what would you pick?
tiger roar roar..haha!

Which do you prefer: M&M's, Skittles, Milk Duds, or Reese's Pieces?
M&M's..

Are there any foods that you think taste good, but smells bad?
got..but lupa the name..

Would you ever stay overnight at any of your neighbours' houses?
wat for??

Do you think it would be funner to play a hero or the villain in a movie?
villain hahahaha..

-sorry i got mental disorders..huhu..

2009-05-31T15:13:00.006+08:00

pain.

what's the famous stuff u like?
anything.

awak suka mlancong x?
yup.

do u really love ur bF/gF?
i love myself.

music apa yg kamu suka?
anything.

At school. who u really love?
myself.

Adakah anda jenis yang suka enjoy?
depends.

what are u wearing now?
clothes.

anda pandai main musik apa?
nothing.

what are u feeling right now?
empty.

what kind film u like to watch?
sad and love.

anda suka saya?
yes >> amie

what food u realy want to eat now?
dont feel like eating.

berapa adik bradik?
three.

what song now u hear make u feelng very weel?
idk.

apa anda mahu lakukan selepas ini?
suicide mybe?

orang-orang yang tersayang di tag,
-no one.

Dont feel like talking. sry. gudbye. have a happy holiday.

2009-05-29T17:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HOLSSS!!!

happy holiday people..its time to relax, sleep and be lazy..hehe!!
i'll be free this 2 weeks, so if need me, just text me..
plans for hols? errr..nothing much oso lar..
besa la, me kan KP yang boring..huhu!!

2moro prefect's futsal..will post abt it 2moro..be happy everyone..
=)

2009-05-28T15:23:00.001+08:00

huhu...

TIRED..

SLEEPY..

FEEL VERY GUILTY..

NEED YOYO..

NEED MONEY..

NEED BASKETBALL!!

2009-05-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

just read..

~ShAsHa~: zzz
~ShAsHa~: palui
BrAnDoN: weyh.. sy mengantuk
~ShAsHa~: bha bha
BrAnDoN: walaupun malu kalah sama pompuan
~ShAsHa~: bb
BrAnDoN: ahha
~ShAsHa~: LOL
BrAnDoN: gud ntie
~ShAsHa~: nite
BrAnDoN: pigi tidur
~ShAsHa~: ily
~ShAsHa~: muackss
BrAnDoN: dgr nie lagu
BrAnDoN: hahaa
~ShAsHa~: nda mo
BrAnDoN: syioook
BrAnDoN: dun be stupid
~ShAsHa~: maw tingok crita
BrAnDoN: listen to older ppl
BrAnDoN: dgr
~ShAsHa~: nda mo
~ShAsHa~: lalala
BrAnDoN: hahaha
BrAnDoN: k la, gud ntie
~ShAsHa~: bran
BrAnDoN: sweet dreaqms
BrAnDoN: tidur
~ShAsHa~: i love you
~ShAsHa~: bb
BrAnDoN: ya baa
BrAnDoN: i love u too
~ShAsHa~: ^^
BrAnDoN: cilaka punya org
BrAnDoN: hahaha
~ShAsHa~: haha
~ShAsHa~: lol
BrAnDoN: bye2..
BrAnDoN: gud nite
~ShAsHa~: gonna post this
~ShAsHa~: LOL
~ShAsHa~: nite
BrAnDoN is typing a message.
BrAnDoN: JGN TGK BLUE. TIDUR
~ShAsHa~:zzz

love u bran.

2009-05-25T15:16:00.001+08:00

sorry..
no mood to talk..
will be back soon..
take care..

kim and jo, i'll owez be wit u guys no mattter what..

2009-05-24T14:27:00.001+08:00

fantastic??

my add maths result, 83/170..
at the 11th place..
great?? yea, so great, because i didnt study at all..
haha..miracles..
not upset at all..
cuz this time no effort while doing the paper..
hehe..
next time, next time..

2009-05-23T11:22:00.003+08:00

morning..

woke up very early this morning. feel so damn empty. watched a korean movie titled A Millionaire's First Love..

it's a very sad story. you people should watch. can watch it anytime at mysoju.com. love is amazing yet so heartbreaking..

i'll see if there is any interesting movie..feel so boring now..

spend your time to watch this short video...

2009-05-22T21:25:00.005+08:00

wxyz....

finally home.
so, i went to meet my chubsy..ya, like usual, spent precious time with her..we talked and talked..gossiped and gossiped..until this uncivilized lady keep on horning non-stop when a car parked behind of her car..she cant reverse her car because the other car is blocking her expensive car..gosh, really pissed off..me and chuchu trus no mood wanna eat..stupid ppl..no patience at all..juz call the police lar and pull the car away..=.=!

chu's bro picked her up around 6.00pm..my tuition starts at 7pm..so, i've decided to just wait at my tuition class..as i entered the class, a friend of mine, kim from stealla maris was sitting alone..so yeah, again, me and her talked and talked..gossiped and gossiped..lol! basically, we talked about how stupid guys are..when she told me about her experience and i told her about my condition..

imagine, me and kim..both of us same tuition since form 3..but never talked to each other..we only started talking early of this year...lol! wasted two years la..what a great girl she is..very pure..

while talking, she told me about how to check if u're chosen for the PLKN via sms..so i sent an sms.. and guess what, im NOT chosen.. haha!! happy happy..no suffer for 3 months without my brother..^^ just cant life without my brother..especially now when he's at kundasang, and im here..saaaadd..

back to story! so i checked kim's phone..checked her pics and saw her twilight book pic..then i asked if i can borrow twilight and new moon..and its a YES!! yeah, now i got something to do during the holidays..besides then watching japanese and korean movies, playing basketball, eat, sleep, and lepak lol..

currently watching zettai kareshi special...very touching..put, you should watch..
and i wanna watch night at the museum 2..huhu! i'll find a day where i can escape from this house to go and watch..alone pun jadi la..haha! im used to it anyway..

what's my plan for this weekend? nothing..
add maths maybe..
or just sleep and rest..
see la how..

2009-05-22T14:27:00.006+08:00

pure boredom.

Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
-LOL..ya!

Where were you last night?
- home..

What is today's date?
- 22 may 2009.

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
- ning baby..

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
- no..

Anyone crushing on you?
- how should i know..

What is your relationship status?
- SINGLE ^^

Has anyone ever sang to you?
- kinda..

Has anyone ever given you roses?
- never..kesian kan..

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
- if alone, no!

Who do you text the most?
- KoMH, but only till yesterday..

How do you make your money?
- plant the money LOL

First person to text today?
- my tuition teacher..

What is your favorite color?
- blue..

What color are your eyes?
- pure black.. hehe..

What is a compliment you receive often?
- "u're so kind.." bgs kalo btl..

How tall are you?:
- 16x cm..

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
- me, 1 second ago..

Do you like your parents?
- ya la bha..

Do you secretly like someone?
- secretly?? lol no..

Why did your last relationship end?
- no last relationship pun.. =.=!

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
- KoMH.

Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
- my toilet..haha!

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
- both..

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
- 40% dad, 40% mom, 10% sis, 10% bro..lol!

How long does it take you to shower?
- depends..if im sad, VERY LONG!

Can you do splits?
- nop..

Are you flexible?
- depends on the situations..

What did you do on New Years Eve?
- with family at somewhere..

Was your mom there?
- nop...

Can you speak any other language than English?
- saya tak pandailah..hehe!

What is the last letter of your middle name?
- N

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
- from 3am till 4.30am..so i guess its one and an half hour..

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
- no..if die, die la..

Are you scared of flying?
- nooo!!! i wanna fly.......

What do you sleep in?
- clothes la bha sot..

Who was the last person you kissed?
- chuchu maybe..haha!

Do you like funny people or serious people?
- funny..but sometimes, serious people can think maturely..

What are you listening to?
- music with my pain head..T.T

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
- bracelet..

What do you have planned for tonight?
- meet chuchu and after that go to tuition..

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
- lol no..

Do you prefer myspace or socialsplash?
- anything..

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
- nop..im a damn simple gurl..

Do you like messages or comments better?
- comments..

Last movie you saw in theaters?
- Fast and Furious 3..

Last thing you ate?
- biscuit..

What was last thing you drank?
- coffee..hee.

Are you happy right now?
- what do u think??

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- my wishing star..

Who makes you happiest right now?
- my friends..oh oh, and exam is over..

What were you doing at midnight last night?
- chat, talk on the phone, study, then sleep..

Are you left handed?
- lol no..

What was for dinner tonight?
- i ate biscuits only..

What is the last thing you thought about?
- to stop..

When is your birthday?
- 20th november..

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
- if there is someone who loves me truely, then yes..

2009-05-22T14:11:00.007+08:00

Exam is OVER!!

"FRIENDSHIP is one of the hardest things to keep because somewhere in the middle, new friends may come, but i hope you will still keep US in your heart even if someone new comes along."

happy 2 days holiday peeps. missing my bro already. peace.

2009-05-16T14:46:00.002+08:00

=)

having a great time today..
thx..
wont forget it..
hee..

2009-05-10T10:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

2009-05-03T22:36:00.005+08:00

semangat maw post..haha!

According to your ex, are you pretty?
- lol..tda ex pun.. =)

How have you felt today?
- down, tired..

When was the last time you had butterflies?
- no idea..

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
- yea..planning to escape tuition..hee.

Do you like your name?
- sumtimes..

Are you missing someone?
- my lesbo partners..

Do you like anyone?
- i like everyone =)

What are you looking forward to?
- how to get money.. =.=

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU.
- shanu
- shasha
- nunu
- oi

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES.
- watch tv
- talk to mom
- sms
- chatting

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY.
- smile and laugh
- listen to music
- hang out wit peeps
- knwing dat ur family is happy..

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST.
- human
- human
- human
- human

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE.
- guitar
- money
- laptop
- handphone

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES.
- sleep
- play basketball
- eat
- sms ^^

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION.
- New York
- Canada
- Paris
- Egypt

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS.
- blue
- green
- purple
- orange

TOP FOUR HANG OUTS.
- yoyo
- cx
- warisan
- cp

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH.
- family
- lesbo partners
- friends
- my brother =D

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU.
- my handphone
- my heels
- my pc
- my simple blog..

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY.
- bored
- nuting to do
- cnt sleep
- nuting to post

2009-05-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

lalala~

im happy dat dis lil gurl is happy ryte now..at least thr's sumone who smiles for me..LOL!!

2009-05-03T18:32:00.003+08:00

haha!!

wut i feel ryte now??
i feel like screaming, jumping, kicking, eating, killing..
haha..
my emotions reli unstable now..
the gud news is, i dun even touch my books today..
lol..
very good shanu..
ur dad gonna scold u for getting a very "GOOD" results..
and ur tuition tchr will lecture u..
bla bla..
sleep time..

can i escape school??
no, i cant..im the kp.. =.=

needing KoMH.. T.T

2009-05-01T17:15:00.005+08:00

noooo...

exam is coming..

im dead..

huhu!!

-happy labour day everyone-

2009-05-01T16:52:00.006+08:00

WHAT WONDERFUL FRIENDS (even if they are animals..)

Friends come in all sizes

They will support you..

And respect your creativity for thinking outside the box..

They're there when you need a shoulder to lean on..

Or a great big hug..

A true friend takes interest in understanding what you're all about..

They see beyond the black and white to discover your true colours...

And accept you just the way you are..even when you just wake up in the morning..

So make your own kind of music..

Follow your heart wherever it takes you..
And when someone reaches out to you,
dont be afraid to love them back...

They may just be a friend for LIFE..

Good friends are hard to find,
harder to leave..
and impossible to forget!

hehe..

2009-04-19T10:09:00.002+08:00

ning baby...

baby...wut's happening to you...i knw u're not okay...if u nid sumone to talk, juz txt me kay.. take care baby..dun come to skul if u're not okay..take some rest..i love u baby!

2009-04-15T23:29:00.003+08:00

31 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which
is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she
will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare..

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

31. Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how..

__________________________________________________________________

How to Know if She Loves You?

Today, guys find it more difficult to know whether the girl whom they are dating or with whom they are seriously in love shares the same feeling for him or not. Now-a-days, girls have made it trend to flirt out with guys openly. In case your girl too is putting you in a confusing state of “she does” or “she does not” then here are some tips to figure out whether she really loves you or she is just being nice to you.

Signs to Know She Loves You...
Given below are some ways to know if she likes you and want to carry on a long-term relation with you:

* If she cares for you and always take interest in your activities then she truly loves you.

* If you come to know from her family and friends that she often brags about you shows her love for you.

* If a girl tries to get closer to you by touching your hands, shoulders or cheeks means she likes you.

* If she keeps staring you when the conversation is on depicts that she likes you and want to say something but is shy of that.

* When a girl blushes on your talks and keep praising you in front of your friends then she loves you.

* When a girl does not respond to the messages or calls given by you it means she is trying to avoid you.

* If she doesn't want to declare it in public or make some excuses when caught by your close friend in public by saying, “ he's my friend”, shows her disinterest in you.

* If she never praises you and keeps counting flaws in you means she's trying to dissolve the relation by taking these flaws as the base.

* A girl is deeply in love with a guy is she accepts his family no matter how they are.

* When she talks to you very nicely after a long time means she is in need of you and is talking to you merely for your company as she has no other solution.

* If she always encourage and motivate you to go ahead with your plans then she is an ideal lover and is sincerely attached with what you want from your life.

* If she wants to spend some time with you and want to help you out in every project or assignment means her love for you.

2009-04-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift- Teardrops on My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see...

2009-04-15T17:04:00.010+08:00

TAGS..

Here's how you do it:

Dear (someone that you recently talked to),

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),Name

*Paste your last answer as the title

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your carPasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other - With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My fatherGrey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at anotherworld war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Spank me
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt

My answer is:

Dear Razdan,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I’m joining the Convent. When your dog humped my leg at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initials into my salt-beef bucket. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning your car to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I will try to forget that you broke my heart and your Cucumber-fetishism is weird.

Best of luck on the sex change,

Shasha~

LOL raz..haha!! so funny o..

2009-04-15T16:26:00.008+08:00

hello...gudbye..

yes, when thr's hello, thr's also GUDBYE!

I've got dis long conversation wit chuchu juz nw at skul..i feel so calm now..thx chu, for listening..and guess wut, i'm gonna take ur advices...yeah, love gurls 4eva..guys oni knw how to break gurl's feelings..kan kan??
hehe..neways, chu, we're gonna live our life to the fullest..remember wut i said..we muz study for the sake of our moms..also, thx for making me realise sumthg which i dunwan 2 see..if we love sumone, we nid to let them free~

to NURAMIRAH SYAHIRAH BINTI RIZALMAN...
forgive me plss..haihzz..dunno y now we owez fight..mybe dis is not our year..huhu!! im sry kay..u can hate me, but dun be so quiet..i'm missing ur voice od..juz, if u hate me, i wont stop u..yes, i've a black heart..

im sick now..thx to MOHD RAZDAN HATTAH JAFFAR...yess..u owez hachuu(following ur word) in front of me until ur viruses kena me..damn u raz..love u razz..haha!!

LIFE IS DAMN SHORT...we might die 2day or 2mw...it's still not too late for u to show ur love to ur love ones..y wanna hurt them if u knw, at the end, u cant live without them?? hehe..juz ignore dis..

top lesbo partners in my life :
Sexy Kim, Jojo Chiks, Nic Justea, Ning Baby, Chuchu Darling, Amie Sweetie, Putriee Princess, Razraz The Gayboy, Brandy The Stripper~

FYI, thy r all gurls... ^_^

dats all for now..byez!

-at last, dis is my 100th post..LOL-

2009-04-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

dis blog is dying...

yes..as u can see, it is dying..dun blame me for dat..to those who got my pswd, u guys can post anythg, anytime..until we meet again...

2009-04-12T14:48:00.004+08:00

IS DIS THE END OF LIFE??

yes, it is...

i'll juz be mature..like mom, she is tough..yes, i can be like her..i am strong..i am her daughter.. but, i cnt tell her wuts goin on wit my life..cuz she'll be worry..not talking to anyone abt my prob..the oni amazing thing dat can help me now is GOD...

2009-04-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

SURVEY~

What is your REAL name?	SHANU GNANASEGARAN
What is your REAL age?	GOIN TO 17..
Any kids?	GOT BYK..HAHA!! JKJK..
Live alone?	WITH FAMILY..
.:Q & A:.
Are you a lover or a fighter?	SUMTIMES LOVER, SUMTIMES FIGHTER..BUT MOSTLY, FIGHTER..HAHA!!
What is your favorite genre of music?	ANYTHG..AS LONG AS IT'S MUSIC..^^
Would you lie to protect someones feelings?	DEPENDS..
Do you prefer to love or be loved?	BE LOVED..CUZ I'VE BEEN LOVING PPL BUT NVR BEEN LOVED BACK~
Who do you miss right now?	MY FRENS!
What is the greatest gift someone can give you?	LOVE!
Are you a good friend?	CANT ANSWER DAT..ASK MY FRENS..
Are you happy with yourself mentally?	NOT RELI~
What would you change physically about yourself?	EVERYTHG!!!!
Who is your bestest friend?	KIM, JOJO, NIC, NING, CHUCHU, AMIE, PUTRIE, AIMAN, RAZ, BRAN, MAZ, ETC....
If you saw a person trip and fall, what is your first reaction?	TRY TO HELP! IF NOT, LAUGH..LOL!
Does size really matter?	=.=!! NOO!
Are you seeing anybody right now?	YES..MY LESBO FRENS..HAHA!!
When you see a homeless guy begging for money, do you give it to him?	IF GOT MONEY, GIVE LOR..BE KIND BHA..
Do you consider yourself a good person?	GOOD IN DOING BAD STUFFS..
Have you ever cheated on your mate?	EVERYONE WILL CHEAT TO THEIR FRENS..WE R HUMANS LA!
Do you put others needs before your own?	DEPENDS~
What is the one thing that everbody says you are?	MANJA!! ZZZ
Describe your personality with 1 word?	SENSITIVE~
What is your idea of a perfect date?	I'LL JUZ KEEP IT BY MY OWN.. =)
Do you have a criminal record?	NOP~
Ever been fired from a job?	LOL! STILL A CUTE STUDENT..HEHE!
Would you help a friend fight even though she started it?	YES..DAT IS WUT FRENS R FOR..
Do you hold your friends hair when she's throwing up?	I'LL TRY TO MAKE HER FEEL COMFORTABLE
How would you tell someone that they had bad breathe?	(I'LL JUZ SHUT UP)
Would you bail your friend out of jail?	DEPENDS~
Are best friends really forever?	NOT ALL! NOT ALL!
Describe the perfect evening at home?	WIT MOM AND DAD BY MY SIDE...
Do you pick a fight on purpose just to have makeup sex?	=.=!!
If you could change the world, what would you do first?	NO PILAKSSSS!!!!!!
Is your artistic viewpoint modern, comtemporary, or traditional?	ALL...HAHA!!
Can you swim?	OKAY OKAY LAR..IF I DROWN, PLS SAVE ME...
Do you like bugs?	HELL NOOO!!!
Do you stop and smell the flowers?	ERMM..I DUN SMELL FLOWERS...
Do you knowingly break the law?	HEHE...YUPZ..
Do you like thunderstorms?	IM SKED OF IT!!
Do you curse?	A LOT..LOLZ..
What is your favorite past time?	ERM..GOT LA..
If you could be with anyone in the world, who would you choose?	HAVENT THINK ABT IT YET..FAMILY MYBE..
When you are sad, do you cry or hold it in?	CRY!!!
If your house is on fire, whats the first thing you'll grab?	ANYTHG WHICH IS NEAR TO ME..
Are you materialistic?	NO COMMENT..
Ever been called a gold-digger?	LOL..NO..
Are you a giver or a taker?	GIVER..
Have you ever made fun of someone?	EVERYDAY...(I'M SO MEAN)
Is it possible to leave the person you love for your own well-being?	ONLY PPL WIT NO HEART WILL NO DAT...
Can you love 2 people at the same time?	MY DAD AND MY MOM..SO, ITS A YES..
Is making love and sex 2 different things?	DUH...
Do you agree with this saying..	WUT??
Do your friends come to you for advice?	YES..BUT ALL MY ADVICE STUPID PNYA ADVICE..HAHA!!
If I were to open the trunk of your car, what would I find?	GUN..HEHE~
Would you let your mom see the current pics on your cell phone?	WHY NOT?
If you saw stranger getting beat up, would you help?	I'LL TRY MY BEST..^_^

lol..try dis~

2009-04-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

back back!

yes, im back ppl..haha!! its been a while i didnt update my blog...no time + boring + nothing to post + busy + internet so slow...huhu!!

i've told my four frens abt "it"..now, im released~ haha!

our ULBS, it's suck..mcm budu dis four of us..lol! nvm la, dun care abt the marks..as long as we're still breathing on dis earth..hee..

i'll chge my playlist soon.. now, my internet so damn slow..haizz...

the four aliens...haha!

2009-03-28T19:13:00.003+08:00

tiring day....

2day, bakat interact frm 7am till 1pm..den continue basketball practice at maktab's hostel frm 2pm till 5pm..so tired man...nid to help mom bake again...gosh.

bye.

p/s : congratez to baby and romeo...

luv u guys~

(feel like wanna delete my blog)~

2009-03-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

YEAAAHHHH~~~

omg..im back im back!!!

my comp okay od...

i'll update later..

put, dun miss me too much...hahaha!!!

bakat interact 2mr~

2009-03-24T21:46:00.006+08:00

My Marriage Age Is 26 (LOL)

Put an X in every box that applies to you. Add up all the X's and title the subject with the sum as "My marriage age is____".

Note:
I don't know this is true but I'm doing for the fun of it! So, do it people :) There's no harm in this.

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[X] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends

Total: 2

[X] You show up for school/college/work every day early
[X] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[X] You've never gotten a detention
[X] You have never smoked a cigarette
[ ] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[X] You like to take walks by yourself
[X] You've watched talk shows
[X] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[X] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week.

Total: 8

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language
[X] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[X] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[X] You study when you have to
[ ] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets

Total: 5

[X] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[ ] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[X] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[X] You can type quickly

Total: 4

[X] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[X] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[X] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[X] You can say no to staying out all night
[X] You use the Internet every day
[X] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[X] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total : 7

-TRY DIS-

p/s : i hate politics~

2009-03-24T20:53:00.011+08:00

SMILE~ =)

hehe...im so weird..dun ask y..im juz too weird 2day..haha!! sumone said, i got tekanan jiwa..haha!! thx for saying dat~

well, 2day, as i was on my way to the class, putrie suddenly ran out frm the class and gave me a warm hug..i can oni give her a weak smile..gosh. thx put! reli nid hugges frm u guys..huhu...i reli nid u guys in my life...and to amie sweetie, thx for still trusting me as ur bestie..u wont regret dis time...^_^

to kim, joanne, ning baby, and chubsy, sry i didn't spend much time wit u guys 2day..i'll pay back the time..reli sry ya..i love u guys and thx for supporting me all the time..

and to dis very kind-hearted guy, thank u for all ur time and fon credits..gosh. i reli menyusahkan u la..im reli sry..thx for being such a wonderful friend and owez be thr for me..like i said, u maka me smile man..haha!! although we owez fight..dats normal..hehe!! frens~
u sacrifice so much for me..ur sleep, cdt, time, etc.. we'll meet once a day but dat nvr ruin our frenship rite?? wateva it is, nvr think dat i hate u cuz u're too gud! LOL.

yeahhhhhhhhh!!! 2mw we're going to yayasan sabah..the whole 5m class..another class activities..hooray!!! i want to spend precious time wit my buddies..well, this is our FINAL year..huhu!! dun wan to think abt it...i dun wan 2 be apart wit my soulmates...huhu!!

(raz, i knw u wan me to die early..haha! madu btl! o.O)

I WANNA BE A LESBO.. WHO WANNA JOIN THE CLUB?? haha...

I LOVE MY BESTIES MORE

THAN MY FRIGGIN' LIFE!

2009-03-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

HAIHZZZ~

DECIDED! I'M GONNA MOVE ON!

amie, putz, lets move on!

YES!!! I'M GONNA MOVE ON!

help me plsss.....feel like dying!

thx baby...for telling me...I LOVE U NING BABY. SO MUCH! im gona live my life. juz for mami and dadi. also for my frens...

amie..u did the rite thing..u're so tough..im impressed..juz wish, dat we can roll back time..and all dis wud NVR happen..dis is life!

wut shud i say?? i dun deserve happiness...~ this is my fate..gotta accept it! bye!

2009-03-23T14:46:00.017+08:00

1st day of hell??

aft skul finally started 2day, wanna guess wut happen??? DISASTER..yea, disaster..cuz of dat perhimpunan thingy..i dunwan to tell more..haha! mls eh..feel like killing her..LOL!

when i went back to class aft the asembly, the 1st thing i heard is "SHANU, CPT AMBIK CHOCOLATE!!" lol putz..u knw i love chocs..and its funny to c nicky running to get her chocs..the chocs wont run bha..haha!! thx shafwan!!

we get our moral test paper 2day..i was damn shocked..lol! the 1st thing came out frm my mouth : "ASTAGA..btl bha ckgu??..pelik nie taw"..haha!!i owez get 4x or 5x..but dis time, a big LOL!!! haha! so amazing..tchr slh bg marks bha dat...still, ning baby, u're so genius..u got 98% for agama..huhu!! i wanna steal ur brain girl..haha!!

maths, we do our own stuff..recess, kim gado wit dis guy, named Faizal..yea, the atlet..im like between them..so i feel the pressure..the oni thing i can say is "peace"...haha!! den, bm..we, mcm biasa, chit-chatting the whole time..tchr juelen balik2 "diam klas diam klas"..pity her...aft dat, BI! yea, we do dis colouring thing..lol colouring?? yea, for me its colouring! haha..PHYSICS, i get to c my cute tchr john..thy were like bz wit sumthg in front..so i go n sibuk..oh, its the pyhics' marks for the other classes...and i saw HIS. hehe..

i dun reli talk to everyone 2day...cuz everyone was like bz wit their works and thy were like talking to their bestie..so, its better for me not to disturb their privacy..rite? i dun nid to feel small..cuz i knw, i am some how, important in my fren's heart!..thx buddies..i love u guys...

gosh joanne, u reli nid to appreciate wut u got..SERIOUSLY! dun be like me..and putz..cmon la..u love him like hell..juz dun show dat u hate him or he is not important in ur life or wutsoeva..appreciate wut u got baby! dats wut im doin now.. im turning to the new me~ heehe!

so, 2nite, i got chemist tuition! b4 dat, i'll stop at the digi shop and get a new digi num...for joanne..i reli cnt tahan la sms her wit her celcom num..so damn mahal..me pokai lor...nvm dear, i'll get for u one..(its for my own gud lolx)~

OMG, LIKE SERIOUSLY, daniel, bran's bro, didn't come to skul, bcuz of me..haha!!! u shud've come..im sry. dun be mad! bran, tell him, i will love him..haha!

okay, its 3pm..nid to do some stuff..den go and play basketball...no time to sleep..hehe! muz be rajin..dun be lazy..and lastly, to kim, dun wori la...we wont lost cntct la...dun think too much..lets make dis year a good one..SO MUCH LAUGHTER AND JOY!! i love u guys...cyah..

2009-03-22T19:03:00.014+08:00

Tagged by putrieeee~

Girls - look at your top 3 favourite guys
Guys - look at your top 3 favourite girls .

- Don’t change them!
- Enter their names in order
- Be honest

1. HIM
2. Mazree
3. Brandon

Would you date any of them?
- oh yes~

Are you taller than number 2?
- unfortunately, NO!

How did you meet 3?
- duh..school lar..

If you were crying would 1 cheer you up?
- he used to do dat b4...but not now..haihzz..

Have you dated any of them?
- haha!! no lar...

Where is Number 1 right now?
- home? mybe...dunno him..huhu!

Have you hugged any of them?
- heehe...

Who have you known the longest?
- num 2 and 3

Who have you known the shortest?
- num 1 (LOL)

Have you been to any of their houses?
- all of them..haha!!!

Who’s most likely to repost this?
-anyone ~

Is any of the top 3 family?
- num 2 is like a family to me..

Would their parents be there for you?
- yea..num 2 parents..for sure!

If you could go back, what would you do about/to/with them ?
- to gv them more hugges...haha!!

Have you kissed any of them?
- nop.. (i'll kiss u aft dis bran..haha)

Who do you see the most?
- num 2 lar!

Who knows the most about you?
- num 2 =.=

Who makes fun of you the most!
- NUM 2 omfg!!

Do you argue with number 2?
- ALWAYS...HAHA!!

Does any of them have the same b-day as you?
- nop..

Would you break the law for/with number 3?
- definitely!! haha! we go wild together..haha!

Do you know 2’s middle name?
- yes..mahamood~ LOL!

Do you like 1?
- YEAH!!! A LOT!!! huhu...but he hates me..

I Tag:
- everyone!! even you..LOL

_____________________________________________________________________

The FEMALE BODY survey.

Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra?
- blue..LOL

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
- dark la bha..

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
- YEEEESSSSSSSSS!!! huhu..

5. Do you have a best friend?
- too many..haha!

7. who was the last person you hugged?
- steph~

8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- to be honest, YES!

9. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
- once..lol!

10. Do you like your life?
- i only like some part of my life..hehe!

11. Do you shop at hollister?
- @@??

12. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
- nop..cuz i nvr had a bf b4..LOL!

13. have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
- yea~

14. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
- boys hahaha!

15. How long have you had myspace?
- 3 years od..but mls wanna update..keke!!

16. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
- yupz..exp : mazree.. ^^

17. What are your biggest fears?
- SECRET. sry.

18. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
- yupz..my uncle~ and also my beloved cat..i even cried at skul..huhu!!

19. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- yes..i can say, like evry nite!! huhu..

20. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
- yaaaaa.....

21. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
- nop..ppl chge bha..

22. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
- ermm..not now, for sure..

23. Do you ever wish you were famous?
- wasting of time..

24. Are you currently missing someone?
- YES. so much..huhu! HAIHZZZZZZZZ.....

25. Do you think any guys will open this justse it’s labeled “The female body survey”?
- lol..idk~

tag : NO ONE!! haha...
____________________________________________________________________

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- you're not sorry (taylor swift)

*WHT? lol...i'll say "im dead"..haha!!

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
-country man (luke bryan)

* yes..i am a man bebeh..haha!!

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- all summer long (the rock heroes)

*mybe spend summer wit me? haha..

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-Love Remembers (craig morgan)

* remembering him....huhu =(

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
-she wouldn't be gone (blake shelton)

*to all my lesbo..stay wit me 4eva kay...

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- im yours (jason mraz)

*yes..my heart, is already yours..haihz..

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-Rehab (Rihanna)

* haha..mybe, too manja..heehe.

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- its over (jesse mccartney)

*yes..play time is over child..SPM SPM!

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- disturbia (rihanna)

* too much disturbia frm my bro? lolx..

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
-closer (ne-yo)

* no comment..ask him to stay closer to me..LOL!

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-waitin' on a woman (brad paisley)

* to all my best boy friends, dun w8 for the woman..w8 for me oni kay? hehe~

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
-single ladies (beyonce)

*YES...OWEZ SINGLE!

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- God love her (Toby Keith)

*i'll be God..hahaha!!

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- dont think i dont think about it (darius rucker)

*talk to me..and i'll be happy for the rest of my life..haha!

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Gives you hell (the all american rejects)

*yes..my wedding gonna be crazy like hell..lol!

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-trading places (usher)

*haha..i am trading places..frm earth to hell..haha!!

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
- dont trust me (3OH!3)

*YEA...dunt trust me...~my hobby : playing basketball yeah~

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- can i have this dance (zac and vanessa)

*omg..!! i'll blush when i c u..huhu!

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- just a dream (carrie underwood)

*yerp..it will stay as my dream 4eva..haizz.

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
-fearless (taylor swift)

*oye..be brave shanu! chaiyo!

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-pop champagne (jim jones)

*haha..ignore dat..my frens rockzzzz!!!

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-let it go (tim mcgraw)

* yupz...juz let it go haha!!

im bored...haha!!

2009-03-21T21:33:00.008+08:00

pathetic life huh??

talked to my darling puteri 2day...gosh. feel so calm now..at last, everythg is out..i love u darling..thx for listening...hey, we're twins..YEAH~ hehe...we've got so much in common..even dat "juz say yes" title..LOL~ at least, thr is sumone like me in dis earth..juz txt me kay if u nid to talk...and, the gud news is, PUTRIEE IS GONNA TAKE TUITION WIT ME...hooraaayyy~~~ haha!! no more loneliness..ya la, mazree belot kan..huhu!!

missing amie sweetie.

chuchu, thx for trusting me..i love u so much ~
wateva it is, dun feel dat u're alone kay..i'll be thr..although i suck in advicing ppl, but, i still can help to calm u or wateva..im not a gud fren bha..im sry...

missing teacher JOHN! lol~

aiman, LOL dude..toldya i like to cari gaduh..i knw i hurt u so many times od..IM SORRY~ nothing but sorry..i knw..im a bad person..sry for everythg..i juz cnt chge my suka-cari-gaduh perangai bha...dats me..im sry..gosh. hate me if u want kay..dun wori, i will nvr hate u..cuz u're too kind..im im too bad..huhu!

missing ning baby.

yeah, brandon on9 juz now..LOL! he said "ily"..omg bh bran? haha! u knw i love u too...hey, ole2 ar..remember!! dun gv me byk alasan..hehe!

missing kimmy.

yes..im back to the normal me..being lazy..lol~ SPM bha SPM!!
hehe..waa..el, u dun cntcnt me ka dis cuti?? u dun miss me? huhu..dunwan gv u food od la if like dis..haihzz.

missing chubsy darling.

skul is opening ppl..dun be lazy..pack ur bags..come back to KK..haha! shit, i still wanna sleep..but hey, my frens are important..i wanna c them..so much to tell..esp ning baby, kim, and nicky. also, cant w8 to c u amie and putz..o ya, razdan too..and aiman..LOL! SUMA LA BHA..haha! not to 4get, brandon..and el..ok ok..enuff!! haha~ and adam..heehe.

missing daddy.

huhu..daddy juz got back frm brunei..now he's gonna fly to kl again..haihzz..wateva it is, i love my dad..cuz i knw how hard he had worked for us..hehe! dun wori, i'll study hard dad..and get a gud job..^_^

missing him. gosh.

bla bla~still cnt msg him..haihzz..will dis EVER end GOD? HUHU!! plss....i juz nid a little shine in my life..haihz!

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me and dis crazy guy pnya conversation...haha!! laugh la~

ShAsHa: LOL
ShAsHa: wanna ask
Razdan: ask away ~
ShAsHa: if i die, wut will happen?
ShAsHa: ^^
Razdan: hurmm
Razdan: a funeral will be held
Razdan: and oni 3 ppl will come
Razdan: AHAHAHHAAH
ShAsHa: =.=
Razdan: no bha
Razdan: every1 come
Razdan: but sum1 will be late
ShAsHa: who?
Razdan: !@#$ ~!
ShAsHa: zzz
Razdan: he'll be the last one
ShAsHa: y?
Razdan: to say goodbye to ur body ^__^
ShAsHa: zzzz
ShAsH~: y o?
Razdan: it kinda sounds romantic
ShAsHa: say it
Razdan: the lover gets to say the last farewell
ShAsHa:cheh...bgs kalo lover

ehem...

haha..toldya he's crazy...LOL! wateva la..i knw if i die, u wont come..cuz u'll be the first person to be happy..no more burden in ur life..haha!! kan raz...? lol~

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to everyone, BE READY~ IM GONNA BE CRAZY SOON~ hehe!!

ilhsm...imhsm..gosh~

2009-03-19T22:18:00.007+08:00

haihzzz...disappointed wit u~

yes...very disappointed...juz ignore me~
got sumthg to share...i share stuff bha..i dun keep quiet...yes, u trust me..i knw..but still...
haihzzz...i'm a gurl...GURLZ CPT KECIL HATI BHA...cuz i anggap u like my bff od now..but, u? now i knw..i knw how IMPORTANT i am in ur life..hehe!! im not mad ar..juz saying..im still talking to u.. MEANS IM NOT MAD ^^

found dis in my bro's folder...wanna share it wit u gus~

GOSH...
y is it all abt love?? haha...i feel like im gonna be crazy soon...haihzzzz....w8, dis is specially for my ning baby...

heehee..its true baby...TRY US! lolz...

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okay, continue...to YOU, u knw who u r..cuz u're reading it now...haha! for me, u're my bestest fren now..so, wut do u think i am feeling now when u said thr is sumone more important than me to u? hah..nothing bha dat...im happy bha dis..cuz im not important od..i still love u no matter wut..cuz u r my best fren..now n foreva...i miss him. gosh.

2009-03-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

TAGGED by my fabulous PuTeRi~

"Go to your photos folder in your computer.Go to the 6th folder of photos.Go to the 6th picture in that folder.Put the picture on your blog and description of it.Invite six friends to join the challenge"

DESCRIPTION:
me, amie, maz, bran and hajar..at cp~ LOL! as u can see the date, 25 nov 07...LOL! pnya lama sdh..huhu! nothing else to say...i miss bwaendon...huhu!

TAGGING :
1. ning baby
2. amie sweetie
3. nicky baby
4. adam darling
5. epie dear
6. chubsy darling

2009-03-18T20:03:00.012+08:00

i love u chubsy...

hehe...2day, went out wit chuchu, amie, puteri, rita, steph, olin, khai, razdan, iqbal, faqrul (he tried to run when he saw me =.=), rachel,syazwi and eric..also llyod...LOL!!

my sexy chubsy...*at secret recipe*

aft dat, we went to ice skating at asia city...I STILL DUNNO HOW TO STABLE MYSELF...haha!! jht bha dat manusia..leave me alone at the middle..ish..jaga u!! and olin, he senjaga kasi jatuh chubsy..until bengkak her leg...haihzz...
GUYS KAN..MMG JHT!
but..thx olin cuz teman me home..ily!! ^^

chel's sexy ass...haha!!!

awww...so cute~

gosh...im so tired now..i wanna sleep 1st...soooo tired...and raz, thx for coming..i owe u 2 stories...U DUN ON9 BHA NOW!! huhu...i got no cdt now...sry..cuz i called so many ppl today..haha!! me miskin lor, no money to rload...(raz raz, if u love me and if u baik kan, help rload..haha!!!) P.E.A.C.E~

omg, he hold my hand today..and he made my day so special..i love him. so much...

SRY TO EVERYONE who asked me to get over him..we cnt force love..it comes go goes without us noticing it..im so sry..i still love him........i knw he's not worth it, and he is useless..but...LOVE IS F*CKING BLIND...

im soo tired..sry cant tell further...i love u guys..bye bye~

p/s : amie sweetie, we still nid to talk~ and gv me our pics juz nw..thxx...muacksss!!

i will go through dis challenges...i love him.

2009-03-17T22:58:00.005+08:00

omfg...

sumthg happen 2day...i dunno whether it is a gud thing or a bad thing...i dunno if i shud be happy, or sad...LOL!

btw, juz came back frm cx..haha!! went to yoyo wif my bro, meerza, mazree and razdan..our tempat lepak hahaha!! i am so lucky to stay at damai...heeehee~

2mr, cant wait to jln wif my bffsss..yeah!!! i cant stand living without my frens...

RAZDAN! u muz come....^^

lol..me and my bro shared secrets 2day..lama dint talk to him..huhu!! miss him so much...actually dat is our main reason to lepak at yoyo...so dat we can talk..haha! bahaya bha if talk inside our hse a.k.a prison..huhu!!

i love my bro~ ^^

and, finally, i get to talk to ning baby...hehe! love u love u love u baby~
okayz, chwz..w8 for 2mw's story kay...adios~ muackssss!!

he is still in my heart...damn!

2009-03-17T10:50:00.004+08:00

...............

huhu...mls o wana do add maths..

still cuti mood..haha!!

i miss daddy~

daddy, come back to kk ASAP! bring me jln2..huhu!!

chu ar, me oso sooo mls..huhu!!

feel like going to the beach~ hehe!

ning baby, if u're free, pls on9..thx!! ilysm~~~

2009-03-16T22:30:00.005+08:00

mazree.

okay..now i realise dat i miss mazree so much...

shhh..dun tell him kay...

tuition without him, is not tuition... (lol)

i mean, everytime tuition, he'll sit wit me..but now..

huhu~

gosh...now i knw how important he is..in my LIFE!

yes, he is my bestest friend..and will owez be..

cuz he knws me long ago and he knws my side stories too..haha!!

he is like a family..

same goes to meerza...

i nvr tell him this..but he is actually important in my life..although i owez say "knp la ko nie kwn sya" or "sya menyesal jd kwn ko" to him..but, i dun actually mean it..sory maz~

GOSH...mazzz~

i hope we will be close like b4..

-i still remember when u said, i am ur bestfren..huhu!-

2009-03-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

missin u...

I MISS EVERYONE....huhu!!

im suffering...

save me frm dis prison...

huhu..damn bored~

nothing else to say...

nic, buy for me sumthg frm indon..dun bring indon guys back..bring sexy plus hot guys oni..tq~

hehe...

im damn bored...

bored...

bored....

amie, I LOVE U~

bran, i miss u~

razz, i nid u~

haaaaaaaaaaaiiihhhzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

save me..

2009-03-14T09:43:00.012+08:00

HAAAAAPPPYYY HOOLIDAAAYY~~~

haha...happy holiday ppl...gonna miss my frens..huhu!! esp ning baby and nicky baby..dua2 pun pergi indon..haihzz..cant wait to hang out wit amie sweetie, puteri darling and chuchu baby..
the prob is, I DUN HV MONEY...huhu!! bran, spend me eh..i knw bha u kaya..until u sanggup sumbang to the school..use ur OWN money..aww bran,,u're so kind~ dats y i love u xD

GOSH...I DINT GET TO HUG NING BABY....huhuhu!! baby~ u promised to come to school..we got plans..remember?? so much to tell u baby..nvm, i'll juz w8 another 1 week to tell u everythg...hope u're fine..and take care baby..dun terpikat wit indon guys..u still got ur "org gila"..haha!! i love u baby...so much...CANT WAIT TO C U!!!

im gonna miss u kim...we cant jln together..huhu!! i juz want u to knw dis..I LOVE U KIM!! -i dun love joanne- haha!! jkjk..

to puteri darling..dun be sad kay..i understand how u feel..i am sad too when i heard abt it..juz relax kay..i can be ur les partner if u wan...we can have sex each nite..haha!! dun cry again..juz txt me if u nid sumone..i love u~

nothing to do dis holiday..juz bring me out if u guys miss me..esp razdan..haha!! raz, BRING ME OUT!! lol..i still owe u a story..and u owe me money...^_^ huhu..raazzzzz, nid to talk to u...T.T

i hate syakeel..gosh gosh gosh..hate him...he juz cant stop bullying me..i wan to take a knife and stab his head..haha!! el ar..update ur blog bha..dun be so lazy ehh..

to aiman, we muz live our life happily..haha!!

nid to save money..huhu!!

okay..offline 1st..chwzz..

-Y CANT DIS FEELING JUZ FADE

AWAY????-

2009-03-10T21:00:00.001+08:00

NO TIME...

no time to update now..later~ pls check tchr rainul's blog (my side story)...dats my big plan dat i've mentioned earlier..byebye~

2009-03-09T20:46:00.011+08:00

boring...

another boring day..guess wat??? I DINT GET TO PLAY BASKETBALL TODAY! raining..gosh!!! almost one week i dint play..sad~

and, Mujid sms me again today..haha!! (puteri jgn jeles...LOL!!)

some of our conversation...

M = mujid
S = shasha ^^

M: sabar ko..erm, ko prnh nmpk sabun mandi ka? brapa kali sehari..
S: dui, pernah la bha..pelik jugak soalan ko..
M: ko nda lapor sma tv3 kah, misteri nusantara?? lepas tue apa la ko bwat..?
S: har?? bwat pa maw lapor..pelik jugak..tu la sya ckp, ko nie SOT!!
M: hahaha!! ko nda rasa pelik ka..sabun bole mandi sendiri? bkn ajaib ka tue? kalo aku lar, sdh aku lari cpt2..haha!!
S: haha!! ya kan..nah, buli sya lar..jht ko sna..

toldja everyone likes to buwee me~ huhu!!

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cant w8 for tomorrow..big day, BIG PLAN!! haha..omg omg omg!! CANT WAIT!! haha..patience~~ i'll tell everything 2moro..not now..or else, rahsia terbocor..keke!!

cant w8 to c my frens..missing them like hell..haha!!

my tuition schedule:
wed : chemist..(7.00-9.00pm)
thurs : pyhsics..(7.00-9.00pm)
friday : maths..(7.00-9.30pm)

so happy dat im back to my old tuition..haha!! i reli nid help in my studies..cuz im STUPID!!

nid to buy few buku rujukan again..now i realise i dun hv buku rujukan f5..haha!!

>> im glad dat we're okay amirah.. ^_^ i will love u still~ hehe!!

nothing to do bha actually dis..online pun tapi teda org peduli.. huhu!!

-gonna change my blog's song..listen kay if u're free..thx..muackss-

okies..bye bye...

i miss my nicky baby~ huhu!!

2009-03-09T14:06:00.011+08:00

Happy bday....

to teacher rainul and my puteri princess...HAPPY BDAY...
sry no present..
no money.. u both yg shud spend me..haha!!
i love u both so muchie..

hehe..puteri, u're save..nasib cuti, if not, basah lor u today..hahahaha!!!

gosh..when can we hangout together again?? i miss last year man..huhu!! i love u so much...so muchhhhhh....hehe~

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last nite, when i was emo2ing at my room (lol), suddenly my handphone beep-ed..one msg received~ so i pressed read..den guess wat, its frm who?? hehehe...i was so shocked when i saw his name below the msg..haha!! its frm MUJID...loooooooooooooooooollllzzzzz.....

yea, mujid suddenly sms-ed me..lol! he got call me "budu", "penipu", "senang percaya"..huhu..jht o him..WHY ppl like to buwee me..T.T

and the freakin good news is..I KNW OREDI..oye~~ yes yes..at last, i knw EVERYTHG..haha!!
thx for telling me..means u trust me lol!!
i oso trust u bha..dun wori..and i will keep my mouth shut..u're a very gud fren actually~ although we owez fight b4 dis..haha!! let the past be the past kay..

yea.. today, i nid to clean my room..again..huhu!! so freakin lazy..and i nid to wait my bro to come home so that we can play basketball together..huhu!! rainy season, so i cant play basketball if it rains..I NID TO PLAY!!!!..so that i can let out my anger to the ball..hahaha!!

addicted to "love story" song ryte now..i like the lyrics..huhu!!

2009-03-07T20:49:00.010+08:00

open my eyes and ears...

well, sumone is in a bad mood today..so, i asked him wat happen..he actually dunwan to share, but i knw he cnt keep it more longer..haha!! i'm not a great fren, but i'll owez be thr for u guys if u nid me..^.~
mybe i'll be away if im busy, but i wont let u guys suffer and cry alone..cuz i knw how it feels crying when everyone else is happy..huhu!!

and, i realise sumthg today..i wont tell wat..but i juz realise it..mybe its my fault..huhu!! but, haihz..its juz...juzzzz.....pain.

okay, no emo post!!

razdan, u better tell me..bran, u nvr say u love me when i say i love u..huhu!! kim and joanne, sooner or later, u guys will knw me better..i've got my own reason for not telling u guys abt me..but yet, both of u is still my bestie..i've got my reason to cry and not telling both of u anythg..im sry..

aiman, thx for being such a wonderful friend..u're owez wit me when im sad and when im happy..i wish i can do the same thg..huhu!!

to amie, i'm ur fren...y dint u find me when u nid sumone to talk to..i'll owez be the first person if u wanna share things..wut happen now? okay, its my fault..im sry..reli sry..but when i heard frm sumone else, im sad..cuz, we used to talk stuff like dat..and im the only person who knws wut is happening b4 dis..u can owez find me if u nid to talk..i'm not mad..im juz sad cuz i heard it frm sumone else..and u chose to talk to her rather than talking to me..i knw u knw wat im talking..i miss u~

ning baby..u'll owez be in my heart..owezzz!!! even if we fight, not talk to each other or even if u hate me...and if u kill me..i love u~

i love dadi, mami , sista and my FABULOUS BROTHER~
lol..

shud i miss him??

2009-03-07T06:10:00.002+08:00

abcabcabc...

test..add maths, physics, chem, bio..its all over now *temporarily*...huhu!!!

rest, sleep, eat..dats wut im gonna do...

dis is freakin boring...

save me frm dis world...

gonna update my blog later on...

to ning baby and adam : THX SO MUCH..THANK YOU!!!

2009-02-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

wont be posting anything

until exam is over..byebye..

wish me luck~